Dilemma

These past days, I've been having a lot of things bothering me; mostly relationship wise. I've been wanting to tell the person I like about my feelings but I'm still afraid. Maybe because I can see that she is not still ready; that she is still searching for herself. I know and I've learned that she does not want any commitments for now.

Some of my friends have also been assessing her personality. I, personally, like her a lot as a person because she is honest and mature, some of the few traits I really like in a person. But nobody is really perfect. She has her own flaws but I think her imperfections make her perfect in my eyes.

But still nothing is sure. If I will be asked, I really love to be around her. I learn a lot from our conversations and she gives me the jitters.

I don't know wherever this is going but for now I just want to know her better and to spend more quality time with her. I hope she gives me the chance to do these things. Fingers crossed.